Last night was agony, constantly turning over and over. Geting mouth after mouth full of feathers. Not only can I not sleep from the thoughts of her, but now the pain of my shoulder keeps me constantly turning.
It teaches me a lesson though, of how I used to get so frustrated with her wringling in pain, when what she must go through at times is much much worse.
I'm still trying to blame one of us but I don't think that is the solution. It fell apart for many reasons, and as much as I'd like to say it was all her fault I know I was in the wrong.